okay so I had a wonderful talk with God this morning and read the word and everything even called my mom so I could tell her what I read. And it was about the fruit of your life how you need to check your life, well im thinking everything is going to be cool when I get home but in the back of my mind I knew something was going to be wrong with my mom not that she sounded bad on the phone or nothing cause she didnt, I just had that feeling and I was right get in the car to go home and happy to tell her about what I read and shes now in a bad mood. I dont kno just yet what for or what it is but she asked me what did I have plain today and I told her nothing and she said I was wondering could you and shannon take yanah to thudervally and I go can we take her to the pool? and she had a look on her face as if I asked her that a hundred times already, so I go never mind thudervally it is. Then she go I didnt say nothing I was just saying Brian wanted to see her at the pool for the first time. Well okay thats fine then just say that instead of looking like I commited a crime or something. Then we get to the drive way and she trying to say something to me but where we live cars and trucks come though there all the time and you cant hear when someone is talking to you really so I was like huh?? and she say it again and I still couldnt hear her so I said it again, huh?? and she goes never mind! I tell you when you get in the house so im like okayyy I didnt hear you cause of the trucks. then I go stright up stairs and played my gospel songs and was painting my name. She knocks on my door and said you still didnt tell me (which is what I was telling her I read on the phone) so I said okay you can come in now if you want."well im making my food down stairs" okay well I come to you. I get down stairs and I ask her whats wrong and she tells me that she couldnt get any of her cleaning done and how she so sick of getting up every morning just to clean and its getting on her nerves. Okay I try to help her as much as posible to clean so there will be no fussing or anything in this house. But I didnt say anything at all I just kelp lisning. Then she goes but im okay what was it you wanted to tell me? so I told her I would tell her in the car. cause she had asked me if I wanted to go with her to get my sister shannon. well we in the car and I start reading her what I read and then she tells me that its just like this movie we all watched the other day and then shannon gets in the car so we stop talking about it. I made sure I said hi to shannon when she got in the car and then she told me that she had on my legins and that she would wash them and give them back to me. Okay I dont like when she goes in my room and takes things of mine but I didnt let it bother me much. I was just quiet in the car. What was there to say?? so then my mom goes whats wrong with you? so I said nothing im just sitting here quiet I dont kno what you want me to say. And then she goes Nothing, Nothing at all. OKAYYY..... so I go to my room when we get home like we always do and im playing my music and singing and deisha (my friend) calls me and tells me about whats going on with her and im helping her out and then when I get off the phone with her my mom sends me a txt saying "What in the world happened just that quick? U and your sister have not seen each other all day and u said not two words. we just talked about bearing fruit and the fruit that we carry and then this? I promise Im not fussing Im just real confused." so then I call her and say what in the would did I do? I just went to my room like we always do and im not the one that has something wrong with them you was upset not me. Then she said i shouldnt have asked. I wont say nothing no more. then she goes bye. so I said bye and then hung up. Then thats when she sends me another txt saying "bearing fruit.... and I said to her "sry if I confused you." and then that was it. Im just so sick of this family taking things out on one another, It just gets old. And its not one of us its all of us.