todays feelings

Wow!! today is just so crazy already like first of all mom dont act like she wants to be around me or shannon anymore and thats making me want to be out the house even more. Im sick of stressing and bitting my touge for other people feelings, like im not happy in this house at all anymore it sucks to be around people that stays on the phone all the time that you cant even get one word out to them, or people stressed all the time so you got to be carful about wat you say to people now. Theres just no happiness anymore and im trying really hard to stay and to be positive its just really hard to do when you not surounded by positive people! UGH!!!! im so feed up with it all.