Feb. 4 today feelings

Today I was feeling like im never goin to get my savings to where I want it. I dont want to start thinking negative when I been positive since Jan. 1 and I dont want to go back to the negative ways at all, so Lord im asking you to strength my faith up again. Also I wish that I would have known about the taxes cause now im lost on what things mean and everything. I pray that next year will be nothing like this year with the taxes as I want to do everything right so that I want have to pay anything at the end of the year, and so that I will be able to get money back. I just want to do the right thing thats all and understand everything I do so that im not just agreeing to something that will get me in trouble or me not getting anythng back. So I pray that when I get back to work that I will tell them the right things so that I will clam no one on my taxes so I can be able to get my money the way that I should, and that I will not take in anything that they tell me but to stand up and let them kno that its not up to them but me.