My feeling from today :)

Today was just like any other day i babyset and was a little emotional. The babysitting didnt go to good because the kid would not stop cring for his perents. He came to me house at like 9:45 in the morning and didnt leave untill 5:00 pm. But anyways he came and cryed his eyes out from the time he came till time for him to left and i just couldnt deal. I did make it better for him as much as i could by giving him his food cause they told me he love to eat and giving him his juice. That made it a little better but it would get bad when he didnt want me to put him down, and im not the type that will hold a child to get them spoiled cause that will make them worse. But i had to hold him so he wouldnt scream my head off lol but then it got cool i quess lol. Okay and for the emotional part i was feeling down because i felt that my life is base on doing nothing but goin to work and coming home doing nothing but looking at Trey Songz on ustream trying my hardest to get him to follow me (which is sad by the way) and being on twitter the rest of my time. To me thats no life, i have goals that i want to accomplish and dreams i want to come true. I see my future and i see me being this Big time singer that everyone love and proud of but most importantly my fam[ily] proud of and getting a better life for my fam[ily]. I dont want to be known as Brianna who?? But i want to be known as that sweet, loving talented girl name Brianna White ;) But those feeling are now gone cause im not wasting no more of my time doing nothing. Im going to use my talent and show it off to the world. Which me! :)