My feeling from today :)

Today was just like any other day i babyset and was a little emotional. The babysitting didnt go to good because the kid would not stop cring for his perents. He came to me house at like 9:45 in the morning and didnt leave untill 5:00 pm. But anyways he came and cryed his eyes out from the time he came till time for him to left and i just couldnt deal. I did make it better for him as much as i could by giving him his food cause they told me he love to eat and giving him his juice. That made it a little better but it would get bad when he didnt want me to put him down, and im not the type that will hold a child to get them spoiled cause that will make them worse. But i had to hold him so he wouldnt scream my head off lol but then it got cool i quess lol. Okay and for the emotional part i was feeling down because i felt that my life is base on doing nothing but goin to work and coming home doing nothing but looking at Trey Songz on ustream trying my hardest to get him to follow me (which is sad by the way) and being on twitter the rest of my time. To me thats no life, i have goals that i want to accomplish and dreams i want to come true. I see my future and i see me being this Big time singer that everyone love and proud of but most importantly my fam[ily] proud of and getting a better life for my fam[ily]. I dont want to be known as Brianna who?? But i want to be known as that sweet, loving talented girl name Brianna White ;) But those feeling are now gone cause im not wasting no more of my time doing nothing. Im going to use my talent and show it off to the world. Which me! :)

Real Friends

Hahahaha... i start off laughing cause true friends are sooo hard to come by. You are so bless if u say u have a friend that will be there when your hurt, happy, mad , etc. Its so easy for them to come to you for help with the little things or the big ones, but when its the other way around they just not in to helping. A real friend is suppose to be there to listen to everything thats bothing you and help u get though the problem. That person you should share everything with, with out being judged. A person to cry and run too. But now all a friendship is about you putting 110% in and the other is putting 20% if that. You cant really call on a friend like that anymore. But i can say that its a wonderful most helpful father u can call on and he will be right there for you and help you get though it and someone to cry too his name is Jesus :)

                                    this is to anyone who is goin though hard times with there best friends cause i know some people are going though - just sayin

My 2011 New Year Resolution

1)  My resolution for 2011 is to work out hard to get to my goal.
2) To get my car and license
3) To be more happy this year and thats no one falt but my our
4) Step up my fashion!! :) love fashion
5) And goin back to school :)

How much love a daughter have for her mother :)

 My mother is my world, i love her so much theres nothing i wouldn't do for her. Shes my best friend, my hanging buddy ( as i call it ) lol i can just call on her and i know she will be there. I don"t concider a lot of pple friends cause they will turn on you one min. then back in your face the next , i kno i don't have to worry about any of that with my mom, I been very close with my mother all my life and that's why im writing this blog to thank her for being there for me there the good time's and bad.

                                                                                              i love you always

                                                                                                              your daughter